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I didn't want to have to come back here but:

If anyone is reading this? Come on, really, how pathetic is it to be sending me abusive messages and comments, for sharing a piece of my life and feelings with you all. I've deleted that account, and yet I got some on here, too, so please, go find something better to do. I'll be switching off email notifications now, so don't expect me to reply to anything you post in this journal, because I'm sick of it all. To those people: grow up. Is sending people messages saying "you should just kill yourself and get it over and done with" really how you want to spend your time? Because if you ask me that's just sad.

I've only activated this account again for one person and one person only.

I'm leaving here.

All my fics will be left up, and I'll try to fix my archive for those that are interested.

Thank you to all my readers.

Thank you.

Title: This is Goodbye
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Warnings:Mentions of Self Harm
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: This is goodbye, to all that hate. This is goodbye, to all that pain. This is goodbye, to all that suffering. And this is hello, to happiness.
Notes: As the title says, this is goodbye. I'm leaving this journal, and writing here. And I would like to thank you for all my readers over the time I've been here. Thank you, thank you, thank you. This is also a sequel to, "The Poet Acts". Which, might explain why I'm leaving. I'm not sure. But this too, might anyway, without reading the other. Once again, thank you to my readers, even the ones I've never heard from. Thank you to the ones who've commented, with such kind words and care. Thank you, for reading a bit of my feelings and thoughts, though you may not have realized it. I'll miss you all.

( Kouyou )

Title: The Poet Acts
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Rating: R
Warnings: Self Harm
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: You wouldn't understand what writing is to me. If I could stop writing one day, then I would be happy.
Notes: Maybe this will explain some things.

( I would smile )

No one here understands.
One does.
But not the rest of you here.

No more requests will be done.
No more asking if I'll do something.
No more...no more requesting chapters.

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, I sound like a bitch.

But you wouldn't understand....

What writing is to me.

If I could stop writing, one day...then I would be happy.

I would smile.

-breaks down and cries-

Title: Australia
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: Sometimes, we have to get lost to find ourselves. Sometimes, we have to go walkabout.
Notes: This one means a lot to me, and I....cried while writing it. I wonder if you'll know why. Some might. Please, watch the video first, it's only short.

( And the red dirt falls into the hand, like the promise of hope )

Title: The Madness in Loneliness
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Non-con, Murder, Suicide, Mention of Self Harm
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The blade snaps out, quickly, before he pushes it back in, playing with it as he used to play with his toy houses when he was a child. Opening the door. Closing the door. Opening the knife, closing the knife. The sound echoes through the large room, but the men here know not to say a single word or else risk being killed for their insolence.
Notes: -shrugs- I'm a tad fond of this one, for once. So let me know if you like it.

( And the sad thing is, Uruha thinks this is love )

Title: Promises of Happiness
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Warnings: Self Harm, Sex (overall)
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 1/2
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: It's sitting there, mocking him, telling him it would be easier to just end everything right now, or at least ease the pain for a while with a few deep cuts and the splatter of blood onto the tiles that have seen so much of the red liquid over the last few years.
Notes: I apologize for the quality of my work lately. I'm only writing as a distraction nowadays.

( He’s been living in a dream, a dream of Uruha loving him, and he dreads the day the dream will end. )

Title: Gentle Lie
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst, Horror
Rating: R
Warnings: Character Death, Gore, Murder (well, sort of?)
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "Can we....can we go to the beach when this is all over?"
Notes: I wrote this in a few hours. Writing is an incredibly useful distraction.

( You won't forget your promise, will you? )

Title: Colorblind
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Murder, Rape, Descriptions of Gore, Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi, past Reita/Uruha
Chapter: 8/10
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The mind of a serial killer is incomprehensible.
Notes: Sorry, my updates are slow lately, and I'm letting you know that updates of any kind, will be from now on. I hope I can get past, these things. And I hope I can update more after that.

( I don't regret this )

Title: Light, Dark, and the Shades Between
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Rating: R
Warnings: Attempted Suicide
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot - Part B
Disclaimer: Don't own them
Summary: "They like the walls here," Aoi mumbles, as his eyes focus on the white wall in front of him, across the room. "It's bright. Easier to see them there. They used to hate my room back at home, because it was dark and easier to make them go away, but it's hard here. They never go away. They're always there, waiting, always following."
Notes: This is for syorukyra. Who, helped me through a really rough spot not too long ago. Thank you. You helped more than you might realize, and I'm truly grateful. (I wonder if you'd be able to pick why this is for you?) This is also a prequel to "Shadows and Reality". I liked that idea, and actually liked how that one turned out, so I decided to go with this again. I want to apologize to those waiting or "Colorblind" as well. I'm really sorry, I'm trying to catch up with a lot of work lately, and I hope to be able to update it soon.

( It was a....silly kind of love, as some would say  )

Title: Light, Dark, and the Shades Between
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Rating: R
Warnings: Attempted Suicide
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot - Part A
Disclaimer: Don't own them
Summary: "They like the walls here," Aoi mumbles, as his eyes focus on the white wall in front of him, across the room. "It's bright. Easier to see them there. They used to hate my room back at home, because it was dark and easier to make them go away, but it's hard here. They never go away. They're always there, waiting, always following."
Notes: This is for syorukyra . Who, helped me through a really rough spot not too long ago. Thank you. You helped more than you might realize, and I'm truly grateful. (I wonder if you'd be able to pick why this is for you?) This is also a prequel to "Shadows and Reality". I liked that idea, and actually liked how that one turned out, so I decided to go with this again. I want to apologize to those waiting or "Colorblind" as well. I'm really sorry, I'm trying to catch up with a lot of work lately, and I hope to be able to update it soon.

( Have you ever loved? )

Title: Shadows and Reality
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: R
Warnings: Vague sex, Suicide
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don't own them
Summary: Desperately, he fights for control. Desperately, he tries to hold on. But then he's slipping - I'm slipping I'm slipping, god, I can't hold on, please - and he screams.

( Where the walls were white and the shadows thrived )

Title: Meaningless Life - Meaningless Death
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warnings: Yuri
Fandom: Battlestar Galactica
Pairing: Six/Six
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don't own them
Summary: Someone has to die, for life to have meaning, and you know that yours will never have it.

( More than ever, you wish death were an option  )

Title: Dark Unions
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Double Penetration, Character Death, Suicide, Rape, Sexual Slavery, Incest, Necrophilia
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi, Reita/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot - Part B
Disclaimer: Don't own them
Summary: “I give myself to you."

( I can't do this )

Title: Dark Unions
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Double Penetration, Character Death, Suicide, Rape, Sexual Slavery, Incest, Necrophilia
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi, Reita/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot - Part A
Disclaimer: Don't own them
Summary: “I give myself to you."

( Don't leave me  )

Title: The Water’s Lovely
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Abuse, Rape, Murder, Character Death,
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: “The water is lovely,” he murmurs, before he cries.

( It looks like it )

Title: I Know Where You Sleep
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Slight non-con
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 1/4
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: I know the secrets that you keep, the sickening thoughts that slither around your head. I know where you sleep.
Notes: I'm still writing Colorblind, and I'll get another chapter of A Million Miles up soon. I haven't forgotten them, and sorry about the delay. All my word documents got deleted when this computer got fixed though, so I lost a lot. Also, I don't know how often I'll update this. I guess if enough people like it, and want me to, I might try and keep them frequent, otherwise it might just be something I'll update when I get around to it. Sorry for the long note.

( Manipulate me if you can  )

Title: Perfection
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot - Part B
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: He never imagined this would happen, that things would be so perfect, and wonders what he did to deserve it. Maybe all those years of pain and sadness are paying off now. Maybe Kouyou is his reward.
Notes: This is the sequel to, "Distance Won't Stop Us" since a lot of people seemed to want a sequel! I hope you like this one as much as you did the first one.

( You don't mind me stealing him for the weekend? )

Title: Perfection
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot - Part A
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: He never imagined this would happen, that things would be so perfect, and wonders what he did to deserve it. Maybe all those years of pain and sadness are paying off now. Maybe Kouyou is his reward.
Notes: This is the sequel to, "Distance Won't Stop Us" since a lot of people seemed to want a sequel! I hope you like this one as much as you did the first one.

( Your lover? )

Title: The Hours
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex, Suicide, Character Death
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi, Reita/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The hours are no more.
Notes: I listened to a truly beautiful song while writing this, "Orphee's Bedroom", by Philip Glass. I think it suits the fic. And yes, this was inspired by “The Hours”.

( They just keep coming and coming, and they never end )

Title: Distance Won't Stop Us
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: He can hardly believe he’s here with Kouyou after two years, after the nights sitting up late at the computer talking to him, after the afternoons when he’d cry at the screen, wishing the other man could hold him, after the evenings they’d talk on the phone. He can finally feel Kouyou’s body against his, feel his breath tickling his neck. It feels so much more real, and he doesn’t ever want to let the other man go.

( I wish I could make everyone see what a wonderful person you are honey )

Title: Don't Ask Why
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Smut
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Orgy, Double Penetration, Toys
Pairing: Ruki/Kai/Reita/Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "You know, I think that takes first place in 'stupid things Aoi has said while drunk'."
Notes: This is for rainbow_legends , since she got me writing something other than angst XD

( There's a list? )

Title: Colorblind
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Murder, Rape, Descriptions of Gore, Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi, past Reita/Uruha
Chapter: 7/10
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The mind of a serial killer is incomprehensible.

( That doesn't mean I'm not going to think about everything you've done )

Title: When Reality Comes Crashing Down
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex, Suicide, Character Death
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "That's a horrible-" a scraping of teeth across Uruha's collarbone, "thing-" a tongue swiping at his neck, "to say-" lips brushing gently over his, "to someone you love." A tongue presses against Uruha's lips, and all at once, he feels himself lose control.

( Silence engulfs him )

Title: Silk and Skin
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Smut
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Rimming, Fisting
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: Uruha has never seen Aoi as needy as he is now, his cheeks red, his body shining with sweat, the silk draped over his legs, falling to the mattress below, his lips red and kiss swollen. It paints a perfect picture, as Aoi nibbles on the lip ring, his brow furrowed, his eyes closed.
Notes: This is for komodo_gallant. Inspired by her fanart here <3

( Tell me what you want  )



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Title: Warning
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex, Character Death
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: “He’s faking it,” Uruha tells them calmly as he leans back against the door frame once more, raising the cigarette up to his lips and taking a drag. "He's always faking it."
Notes: Something I had lying around and thought I'd post. Maybe someone will like it.

( If it had been me, you wouldn't be here right now )

Title: Colorblind
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Murder, Rape, Descriptions of Gore, Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi, past Reita/Uruha
Chapter: 6/10
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The mind of a serial killer is incomprehensible.

( Maybe you'll coat your hands with my blood, and maybe you'll smile as you watch the life leave me completely )

Title: Colorblind
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Murder, Rape, Descriptions of Gore, Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 5/10
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The mind of a serial killer is incomprehensible.

( So why do I feel like crying? )

Title: Colorblind
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Murder, Rape, Descriptions of Gore, Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 4/10
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The mind of a serial killer is incomprehensible.

( I'm still not sure whether to thank you or curse you  )

Title: Colorblind
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Murder, Rape, Descriptions of Gore, Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 3/10
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The mind of a serial killer is incomprehensible.
Notes: Back earlier than I thought. I've hijacked the family computer, lol, since I'm without my laptop for a while. I hope this chapter is alright.

( Did you think I was going to use you and throw you away? )

Title: Colorblind
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Murder, Rape, Descriptions of Gore, Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 2/10
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The mind of a serial killer, is incomprehensible.

( Thank you )

Title: Wash it All Away
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: Did you know sometimes it frightens me when you say my name and I can't see you? Will you ever learn to materialize before you speak? How many centuries since you've climbed a balcony or do you do this every night with someone else?You tell me that you'll never leave and I am almost afraid to believe it. Why is it me you've chosen to follow? Did you like the way I look when I am sleeping? Was my hair more fun to tangle? Are my dreams more entertaining?
Notes: This is the sequel to "Ghost". Written because I am in serious need of some fluff.

( Where were you when I searched the sea for a friend to talk to me?  )

Title: Colorblind
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Drama
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Murder, Mentions of Rape, Descriptions of Gore (overall)
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 1/10
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: The mind of a serial killer, is incomprehensible.
Notes: Ah, so, this will be taking up a lot of my time I guess. I don't think I'll continue all my old Aoi/Uruha ones, since I can't seem to write that pairing anymore. Anyway, I'm hoping that in the future, this will be different to all my other fics. I'm spending a lot of time on this :D

( The kind of high I received from killing my faithful childhood friend was one I pursued many times after that night  )

Title:  You Know Me
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Smut
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: BDSM, Humiliation, Sensory Deprivation, Toys, Bloodplay
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: He slams the door of the room behind him, pushing his back against it and trying to steady his breathing. He wants to cry, because no one will ever look at him the same again, and he doubts Aoi is even affected by the little display. It seems he simply likes to embarrass Uruha, and Uruha finds himself wondering for the first time why he even bothers following Aoi's instructions.
Notes: Requested by rainbow_legends This is like no where near hardcore enough, I bet!~ ;_;

( You like being used, hurt )

Title: Seasons
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Necrophilia, Suicide, Character Death
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: But lovers change, just like the seasons. And sometimes, it's hard to get back to the spring, after a long and cold winter.

( And Uruha doesn't think he'll ever emerge from the winter now )

Title: Ecstasy
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Smut
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: BDSM, Fisting, Toys
Pairing: Ruki/Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: Uruha loves the champagne Aoi chose for his birthday, and he's definitely going to put it to good use.
Notes: Requested by ikeru_shikabane . I hope you like it dear, and that I haven't failed totally D: *nervous laugh*

( Do you want some Aoi? )

Title: Illusions
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: He wakes, his cheek pressed to a gravestone, his wrists bloodied, and his memory gone. The one person he seems to remember, helps him through it, but something's not quite right, he knows that. There's something the other is hiding from him, and he needs to know why. But perhaps it would have been best, if he'd simply lived on in bliss.
Notes: I finally finished it!

( I hope you remember soon )

Title: Liar
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: R
Warnings: Violence, Character Death
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi, ?/Aoi
Chapter: 2/2
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "You lied to me. You told me I'd never be deceived. You told me we'd be together forever, that you'd never love anyone as much as you loved me. You lied. You were everything to me. And I still love you, I'd die for you, you know I would."
Notes: Requested by thep1x3l 

( I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground )

Title: Worthy of Survival
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Rape, Violence
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 2/2
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "Of course it's going to happen. You're going to hold me in your arms, embrace me, and tell me that you love me. I've seen it."
( They're gone, and they're not coming back )

Title: Worthy of Survival
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Warnings: Rape, Violence (overall)
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 1/2
Beta:i_love_hide
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "Of course it's going to happen. You're going to hold me in your arms, embrace me, and tell me that you love me. I've seen it."

( To know the face of God, is to know madness )

Title: A Rush of Blood to the Head
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst, Romance, AU
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Beta: lestatanil
Summary: I'm going to buy this place, and start a fire, do back the things it did to you, in return.

( I'd do anything for you )

Title: A Million Miles
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst, Romance, AU
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Warnings: None
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 2/4
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Beta: lestatanil
Summary: In the war torn Middle East, the battle for Gaza still rages, and the people are not left unaffected. How can one American soldier, change a young Israeli's life? Or will the violence, in the end, still tear down their dreams?
Notes: I made it longer.

( I'm not telling you to forget, Aoi )

Title: A Million Miles
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst, Romance, AU
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Warnings: None
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: 1/2
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Beta:lestatanil
Summary:At first, he thought he was a woman. His hips were curved, his face feminine, his hair long, and Uruha couldn't really be blamed for the mistake. He almost walked away, right then and there, his uniform becoming too hot in the harsh sun, the sand and the dust beginning to irritate him, finding its way into his shoes, before settling there and digging into his skin. It was when he uttered a small "thank you", that Uruha paused, turning back around and stopping on the sidewalk.
Notes: I can't seem to write Aoi/Uru nowadays....I love Uru/Aoi far too much, and I blame komodo_gallant ! Not that it's a bad thing :3

( I'll never be anything to you )

Title: Delusion
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst, Romance?
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex, Gore
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Chapter: 2a/2
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "Aoi didn’t want to do it, did he? It was just his job, and he was forced to. At least, that’s what Uruha tells himself, to make him feel better. Because the feelings swirling around his head confuse him. He wants Aoi’s touch, he wants Aoi to stay with him, and never leave."
Notes: I would like to give a big thank you to afina_shining for giving me some advice with this! I'll use it in the next part of this chapter! <3

( He laughed, laughed as he cut you open, laughed as you screamed in pain  )

Title: Understand
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Incest
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Beta: lestatanil
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: Who would have thought it would be this easy, who would have thought Uruha would understand? Uruha's hands run up and down his cheeks, almost frantically, as if trying to remember very single detail of Aoi after being away from each other for so long. Memories of crying after he hung up from a phone call with Uruha come back to him, but this time, he doesn't begin to cry once more. Perhaps it's because, maybe, just maybe, Uruha was doing the exact same thing halfway across the world.

( I'm here now, and I understand )

komodo_gallant  has written a sequel to Agony (if anyone even remembers this fic XD) which can be found here
You should go check it out, seriously, it's amazing.
*pushes you all in direction of the fic*
^_^

You guys can't tell how excited I am about this, can you? XD
Well, I'm excited, I loved it, and I want you all to go read it!
*smiles*

Title: Coercion
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Rape, Violence, Character Death
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Beta: i_love_hide
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "Aoi, calm down, baby," Uruha soothes gently, letting his hand rest on Aoi's bare thigh slowly. The other man doesn't pull back, and Uruha takes it as a good sign. Aoi's breathing calms, his sobs fade to small hiccups, and Uruha watches him carefully, making sure he's not going to try anything just yet. "I'll make you a nice breakfast, okay? We can talk about this, I promise. I just want you to be happy." Aoi looks down at Uruha through teary eyes, and Uruha almost feels guilty as he sees the hope in them. He has no intention to listening to anything Aoi has to say. The other man is his, and nothing will change that, no matter what Aoi tells him.

( You'll never know how much I hate you  )

Title: Favorites
Author: prelude_of_ruin
Genre: Smut
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Chapter: Oneshot
Beta: lestatanil 
Disclaimer: Don’t own them
Summary: "Teachers lie when they say they don't have favorites"

( You always were hasty  )